I suddenly had an hour to spare,
so I decided to write something and opened my notebook.
The other day, because I was feeling lonely,
I was on the phone with a friend for the first time in a while,
Our personalities and ways of thinking are surprisingly similar,
so I have this illusion that I'm talking to myself, but even if we haven't spoken in six months,
I can still talk to her as if we'd seen each other every day until yesterday, and it was fun.
"No matter how happy we become,
we always feel like there's a small hole somewhere in our hearts
and that happiness is not enough."
We settled on something like that, and since her battery had run out,
we both probably thought "whatever" and went to sleep that night
(I hope she doesn't find out about this but well, she's probably not the type to read this either 😅).
Well, maybe it's because of that small hole that I feel like I can move forward to fill it.
I'm a relatively adventurous person, and I have a desire to try anything.
At the core of my heart is a desire to make life more interesting,
and if I'm going to die someday anyway, I think it's better to live a fulfilling life.
Well, sometimes I get so excited that I act impulsively and fail 😅
But I think it's better to regret doing something than to regret not doing it.
So, since I was lucky enough to land this interesting job as an idol through a coincidence,
I want to try everything I want to try here.
This job gives me the opportunity to do a variety of things,
including performing live on stage, trying my hand at acting,
appearing on radio and variety shows as well.
I'm currently filming a highly acclaimed drama
and I also have work for Nogizaka, so I do think it's tough.
but I thought waking up early every morning and coming home late was fine,
like being a career woman.
And because there is no right answer, I can't get rid of my anxiety,
but I go to the scene every day with confidence and with my head held high.
The character I play is Akane Nakano.
No matter how you look at it, she's a person far different from me,
but when I compare her to myself from a different perspective,
I think that Akane's feelings are like mine at that time, so I act in that way.
I can't give any details yet,
but I think more information will be released in the future, which I'm looking forward to.
But not only that, I want to shine even more as an "idol".
Whenever I watch music shows I often think that the way people express themselves is wonderful,
I want to be someone who makes others think the same way.
And I think what makes me happiest is that
I'm in a place where it's easy for all of you who support me to see me.
Thank you so much for always supporting me 🥺
I hope I can make you all smile this time too
And the song on this time's single is "Navel Orange"
I find myself humming it before I know it,
so I think it will be that kind of song for all of you too 🎶
Look forward to it!
I've been in this group for about three years now,
and I think I have some good points and some lacking points as well,
Each person is different, and I don't think there is a single perfect person.
I believe that people should share the kindness they receive from others with the person next to them,
and that if you are constantly exposed to bad words, you will only be able to utter bad words.
There's a lot of kindness in Nogizaka,
so I think it's a place where that kindness can spread and help round out any sharp edges.
I hope that I can spread that to the people who will join us in the future,
and also to the fans who support us.
I hope you will continue to support and enjoy Nogizaka46 ☺️
I wrote a lot of stuff like this,
but I usually end up feeling embarrassed after writing it so I delete it after a day,
but this time I'm thinking of just writing this along with this momentum 😄
That's right. I recently went to a coffee shop with a friend.
I had a lot of fun. I'll post some pictures.
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